Waiting...

waiting in agony...

waiting in vain...

The Oh! So bitin E-Heads Experience

Count down to the E-heads experience

Can you still see the band? Ako hindi na talaga! I had to look in between the crowd just to get a glimpse of Ely.

with my li'l sister.

im going to keep this one just in case the organizers decide to make the succeding concert free for those who attended the first one...


I was really bitin with the concert... They were not able to perform the crowd favorites like Pare Ko, Magasin and Huling El Bimbo.

Ultimate stress reliever song

I always listen to this song every time i felt the need to relieve myself from stress... or just to take a break from the ala-acrobatic exercises of the brain...

Sarah McLachlan's Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

I don't care if this song was inspired by a heroine addict or if this is sort of a suicidal song... nevertheless, i like the peacefulness that the song gives me every time i hear it... It reflects most of my current dilemmas and longings in life.

During the wee hours of the morning

10 things i say to myself during the wee hours of the morning and still with zero pages to count for productivity:

1. Food will not make you alert, it will only make you drowsy... and fat! Wag kang kumain! (Don't eat!)
2. Stop visiting your friendster, facebook and multiply accounts and stop blog hopping!
3. This is your nth cup of coffee for the night!
4. Oh, no! Don't go near the bed!
5.Procrastinating is a very bad habit...
6.Ela, excabation is spelled with a v...
7. What the hell did i type? (when slip of the "pen" occurs)
8. Well the bed looks very inviting, it wouldn't hurt to rest my back..
9. I can't bear it anymore... i need to sleep.. im just going to wake up early and deadline's till 6pm...
10. Zzzzzz.....Zzzzzz......ZZzzzzzzz.....

Mood: snoring to my heart's content!

Valentine's blues

Even if I do not have a calendar, I would still know that the world celebrated Valentine's day yesterday because roses are practically all over the metropolis... As for me, I celebrated the special day of hearts just like what i did for the past 24 years of my life, by not celebrating it at all!

A week before Valentine's, i contracted a virus called Valentine's blues, or what others might term as, Valentine's syndrome. Valentine's syndrome is the condition when you long for a significant other and the security that it will give you. This is the time of the year when you long for the things that your otherwise normal self will not even think about. The time of the year when you almost wish to trade your highly valued independence for something more...

My mind creates pictures of me and my "right guy"...

serenading me with his version of "can't take my eyes off you" in a soccer field (oh, i miss heath!)
who will wipe the tears away when i feel like crying my heart out
who sees everything that is beautiful in me
snuggled together until the first ray of sunlight appears in the sky...
talking until the wee hours of the morning
his voice will be the last one i hear before falling asleep
... and the one who will wake me up when morning comes.

Of course, this longing happened last week, when I was down with this special kind of flu, worsened by an overload of Koreanovelas, but now I am back to my otherwise normal self and appreciating again the beauty of independence and freedom...

Nothing is impossible in 2008

Happy New Year, Everyone!!!

I want to start the year with optimism. So, I am listing down the things that I want to achieve this year.

1. Documentary
Started filming the documentary material with Magi last Christmas. We aim to produce/finish it early this year.
in connection with this, we need to make rackets just to finance our top of the line camcorder and supplement our documentary project.

2. Start thesis this year. I am still thinking what to do but I have an idea of what I want to tackle.

3. Find my niche.. wherever it is.. :-)

4. Smile more often and be CRAZIER. (I am already crazy but not crazy enough for me!)

5. Travel and see the world.

6. Start photog lessons.

7. Complete my inc subject before the sem ends and devote more time for my studies.

8. Be more health conscious.. sana

A Different Christmas

1. I went out of my comfort zone and took baby steps towards my dream to create a documentary.

2. I spent it people who are struggling to survive. Although surviving is a struggle, they create ingenious ways just to buy rice. There is the electric fan cap turned grilling bar, 1/4 milk powder-3/4 am (water rice) combination, the caroling activities of the children and attendance to religious activities just to get a kilo of rice and canned food.

3. (dirty) dancing kings. My first time to watch and shoot several dancing men who would face the camera and do an equally (dirty) lip movement.

4. slow-mo downfall caused by a drunk/idiotic tryke driver.